Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
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I’m afraid of living with my eyes open
Because I know if I look for you I won’t see you
It seems better to fall asleep exhausted
After longing for you
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
I think Im a playa! D:
Sometimes I think of people at our school as playthings (toys). Their feelings are so easy to manipulate and control. I could make someone like me, I could make someone hate me, I could make someone admire me. It seems like it is all a game. If I focus on someone, I could change the way they view something. But after a while, they get boring and I leave them. I know its cruel, but I like to toy with people. Not you guys of course. lol. But others. They seem to simple. Like they do not have any depth. Whereas you guys aren't what you seem like at first, that's why I never get bored with you guys. I think I need a boyfriend that won't bore me. Because, you see, I abandon things easily. Does that seem cruel? My thoughts and actions scare me o.o
I LOVE YOU 5:21 PM